Thursday, August 17, 2006
positive state of mind today
After being bummed out yesterday, feeling like I really bombed my Physiology final I am happy that I didn't do as bad as I thought and a B on this final and a A in my anatomy final will give me an A-. Thank god! There is a god! I was retaking this class as I got a B a year ago and need to improve my gradepoint to get into the radiology tech. school next year. Think it will happen finally! It's a darn hard class or else I'm not that interested in biology but feeling good about it now. I also feeling positive about the wt. loss journey. Feeling like I can really do this. My behaviors are changing. I was out last nt for a rare night alone w/ hubby without our child and I chose a salad at the mexican restaurant. Not the cheesy enchiladas or other cal. laden food. And, I was happy with it and didn't feel deprived. Some other times, I would feel like, I can't eat that or that's too many pts. on the ww program. Maybe I'm finally getting it, or like they say 'flip the switch'. Maybe, not maybe, I can do this and not quit this time and yo yo back up. I'm going to be an active individual for the rest of my life and not sit and be a couch potato and miss out on life! Hope all of you out there are doing well on your individual journeys. We can kick this fat to the curb once and for all!